How much pain would it cost?
You would really know how much I am in deep pain I am right now TT_TT

I don;t feel like telling stories today.. maybe because of the news..

maybe i will update tomorrow..

it;s just that.. i am so worried about jaejoong..

i even can not eat. i haven;t eaten since i read and heard about the news..


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I love you. *hugs* I'm gonna see if I now how to edit the wishlist, lol.

Ever the same,
Chea

FIRST DAY OF JOB 8)
Goal : to be able to survive in 20 days working in my mom;s office
Prize : P10,ooo or $200 i think? is it still x 52? maybe $190 xD HAHAH!

MANSS! It is really easy but you need to be patient and focus xD LOL. I didn;t have job earlier cause people who trained me yesterday went out so yeah x] Puhahahaha it;s so funn xD Except i can not be in the PC whole day T____T man. xD but still HHAHA

MY DAD TOLD ME HE WILL LET ME ORDER AGAIN IN YESASIA!!

PUHAHA so by that time. Around May 4 xD I can order XD and get my money and whoah do anything i want click click ADD to cart! HAHAHA

Muhaha I really hope so. dude that would be a nice gift 8)

and today. we just had a picnic. me and my niece and sisters xD x]

BYE!

JAEJOONG =o
PUHAHHA! Hello Good evening. My day was nice. mans. I slept already around 4 AM and then i woke up 11 AM T_____T Mans I need to more sleep xD anywayy So i reuploaded files and post in forums. Chat and blah blah the usual way xD

and then I thought of posting jaejoong;s picture in my door PUHAHAH xD so i printed it and it looked like this :

Ignore the background and my fingers T_______T



Puhahaha I bet my ink is empty now =o xD Puhahah mans. BLACK one xD

Anywayy well i need to take shower again. Cause i feel not nice xD :x <333!

Puhaha!So effing funny



So i was surfing Incom and I saw this thread Ate Aizy posted. 

{PIC} Yunho feeding Junsu...., Micky is Jealous ^_____^.

hahaha mans, it is so funny. LOOKIE



credits: dapang + cyworld/xpulsion_gurl + incom
credit upload : aizah


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PUHAHAH I find it so cute and pretty. Damn it. Meili and I were talking about Pc nd laptops earlier cause i told her something about wishes and now i should make a wish list T_T damn it this artist book is making me buy her T____T and the tohoshinki days 000777 photobook something *dies* <3 I wanna have it. Okayy!

So what happened to me? mans we had no internet connection yesterday. I just messed around here in our house T_T haha and watched tv and whatelse?I ate many foods :x so many! cause i don;t know what to do T_T mans and oh yes i subbed the Otoemon video and made some graphics XD

Life is so boring without INTERNET but now we have internet , i am so confuzzled what should i do first AHAHH!

I still haven;t made anything in my "Things to do" T_T I tried looking for skins but i end up having nothing T_T and then i haven;t finished uploading things and haven;t catched up posting in forums Whatta world so complicated T________T

Anywayy I posted new grafics in Incomplete :D maybe later in Tvfxqforever since i need to post in games first AHAHHA!

I haven;t eaten dinner, mans. I am ALL ALONE here in my room. Almost in our house. here in the 2nd floor. I am all alone T_T mans. i like it though, so silent and quiet ^__^

I need to make my wish list now. AHAHH!!!

What should i do?:x
So my mind right now is completely confuzzled @_@; I don;t know what should i do first T_T

Things to do HeBe T__T *pokes myself*
1. Answer your 18 pms @_@; and one long novel from Thumper
2. Upload videos and stuff in Incomplete & Tvfxqforever forums. [some are big and my dsl is acting like a kid -.-;]
3. Catch up some posts in forums @_@; How many forums T__T
4. Make icons and graphics [ jaeny;s graphic should be done ]
5. Try to participate in Incomplete contests @_@;
6. Sub japanese and korean videos in forums @_@
7. Download some stuff related to Ps making icons x_x;
8. Take a long pretty sleep [ how? give me so valiums T_T]
9. Get my nero installer to my sister and burn files [ buy some blank dvd too]
10. Go download the files you;ve missed 3 months ago @_______________@!!
11. Copy all your friends in MSN and add them in your new MSN id T_____T
12. Clean up my PC but i don;t know where to start since my burner is broken T__T stupid PC argh!
13. Know how to make CSS and make stuff for a new layout in blogs and forums *dies*
14. LOTS more cause I can not think right now T_____T


Mans, why is DSL acting so childish T_T I don;t know what to do first. I am reupping something already and it is a big file and i feel so useless and lifeless in forums T___T

FIRST ONLINE PACKAGE >D

I am so sorry. I haven;t updated for a long time T______T; Because I am so lazy x] Haha
Mann. So many things happened to me.

Ahh. You know Twin about my crush already right? HAHA xD omg.

and whatelse? It;s our vacation already. Since thursday ^__^; I am so happy. we can now chat. but unfortunately , i can not stay until midnight because of I have so many pimples right now @_@; cause of sleeping late x] but don;t worry. I will make up anytime this week sinc Anne told me it;s your Sping break. Okayy. So I am trying to sleep early this time. haha you I really regret that i slept late for the past months @_@; now I am suffering haha. xD x]

haha anywayy. what am i doing right now? I am reupping something in Incom and the whatelse? haven;t been to Tvfxqforever. Yup. I got my password now. I emailed Admin Sanbi about it and she changed it for me. Gashh I am so lazy to answer my pm;s haha. yeah. xD

and right now, my mom is talking to my auntie in texas haha. man.. tha first headset won;t work. so good i have another one in the other room so they;re talking right now.

Whatelse, my auntie from usa went back yesterday and staying here at our house. haha wow lots of chocolates and stuff $_$ hahahaha! i am so bad. hahah

March 28 would be the graduation day of my sister haha I am so excited for her since she is the valedictorian of our her batch 8D aoh she;s deserving to have it since she;s really hardworking ^______^;;

Twin I miss you so much <3 I hope to chat with you ^__^ haha and i am happy right now. Too bad I am not chatting with my mann. x] xD

Anyay have fun and I need to plug this site to Tvfxqforever so that people won't worry about where are you ^________^ <3333333333

My love, I am so sorry for not updating in so long. You must be so mad at me, and I don't blame you for that. >__<

How are you? I miss you so much. I'm hoping I'll get to chat with you later, but I have a feeling you might not come online. That's alright, I'll just wait for you next weekend, which is the start of my spring break! I'll have more time to spend online with you and the forum. <3 And more time to update too, rofl.

I'll tell you what has been happening with me this week, okay? =) Let me see. Yesterday I had four tests. @___@ I don't think I did too well on the Algebra test, but I tried my best. >__< Next week I have four more major tests, so I'll be busy this weekend studying and completing my reviews.

Last Saturday I went to my first baseball game ever with my friends. It was fun! ^^ It wasn't an official game, more like spring training, but it was fun nonetheless. You've heard of the New York Yankees, right? Well, that's who my friends and I went to see. Two of them bought lemonade, and both of them found one dead bug in their lemonade. x____x;;;

I wanna see a romantic comedy really badly. xD I'm craving a good girl movie, lol.

What else? Hmm...I've started taking this class online. It's Personal Fitness, which is required for graduation. I didn't want to take it in school because it clashes with this other class I want to take--AP Chemistry. ^^;;

I've started to like Super Junior. Not sure if I already told you that or not. Aren't you happy? Haha, no we can spazz over them together! 8D <3 My mom likes SiWon the most, as for me, I'm not sure who I like most yet. I like everyone in the group, except Ryeowook looks kinda odd to me sometimes because of his short neck. .____.;;; But he has a great voice though. Oh! And I used to not like DongHae because I thought his hair was horrible, but he's grown on me, plus his hair has improved. xD <3

I love you my dear. ^__________^

Hey twin, I am so happy you received my invitation even though you are so busy |^^^

I have read your pm to me in tvfxq4ever but uh ;_; the techinician went while i am half way done and then argh TT_TT;; i am not using my cousin;s pc anymore so i have no idea how to be able to come back in the forum TT_TT;; I miss posting HAHA and replying pm;s TT_TT'; 98D <33

 

I hope you;re okay. Sorry I wasn't able to reply to your pm cause i am shocked too that our technician willfix it already =o

How's school? Our blogdrive is not yet finish. Err i chose this one rather than xanga or livejournal because..haha err it's easy to learn? xD I don't know. You just inspired me doing it 8D! Tell me haha what should be our blog address.

I am so happy you are my co-author now. Haha I am in our school right now trying to guess my right password in Tvfxq4ever TT___TT;; I have tried it like 20 times already yesterday and still trying today. My brain will burst already haha!

Yeah I have loads to tell you. earlier this morning my teacher gave me the gift of my korean friend to me. It is so touching. we haven;t seen each other like 2 months. I miss going to their place and spazzing about dbsk. TT_TT;; she's already in manila now. 3 hours away from me and her family. She lives there and will study there so that she can be good in English and communication and be back in Korea this year TT_TT;; It is so sad and she has given me loads of stuff like the SMYL poster signed by DBSK, letter and SHINHWA Brand New CD OMG I received it earlier. Iwill take pictures of it this weekend. Omg. haha I am so so |O_O;; when my teacher called me cause she will give it to me i was like O_O; SHINHWA???!! I was like #___# how in the world my teacher knows who is SHINHWa| KJSDFHSJLKDH and then she told me Minjoo wants her to give it to me. Isn;t touching? and she left a note to me. I just wanna go to manila now. why are my friend living and staying there. TT_TT;; especially the person who is living in FLORIDA HAHAAH!! you know who is she|?my twiinnn <3333

 

and what else? ah i am here in our library. i wanna conversate with teh people ion the shoutbox but i can not since i am just a guest.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hahaha !!! *_____*;; BYEE